Got the Throwdown/Zao tickets I'm excited for the show man. And I think I got practice today, first day so we'll see how it goes.

 

The Black Dahlia Murder                                                                                             Flies

 Down start digging down your throat Another string of

 lies is born you must exemplify perfection bronzing a 

BROKEN LIFE of shit you FILTHY LIAR septic

tounge shit eating grin Slow internal suicide flirting

with a trigger's pull again this disease it is your Mainstay

 it wears its wires Within me tender tissues Scraped away

 of secrets etched in nameless graves the smell of vomit

hangs in the air tonight Blush Eyeliner Lipstick its alright tonight

You Filthy liar septic tounge shit eating grin Love me with your

 yellowed smile my flies are hungry for your kiss poison me my

 darling our graves grow deeper with each passing day this appaling

 love bask in your PUTRID REVELRY BEAUTY lost in between

 the LASHES of SICK drunken eye like a fool you have believed

 life of shame you have fallen completely beneath when the curtains

 finally part you'll hear that everyone is laughing I am weakeness

 just like you I'll Bury you before your dead Cockroach come

crawling home crawl slithering thorugh a world of sculptured shit

Thrust those fingers deep my child it is your burden and your gift.                                                      

 

 

                   ahh I can't believe I even bothered with something as petty, no matter. Anyways went to go pick up the new Zao and  The Black Dahlia Murder cd. crazy fucking shit I like them both.Gonna go see Zao with Throwdown again so thats going to be fucking awesome. Probably not going to see Poison The Well on the Strhess tour but thats alright theres always next time.

 

                       What's wrong cat got your tongue? Or maybe someone chopped it off. What about your hands are you incapable of movement? Freak accident?! Did they amputate? Don't misinterpret this it's not revenge for if it were how petty it would be,  revenge is sweet this is bitter. Do you enjoy toying with people? Why the interrogation you ask,  I'm curious I just want answers... A simple response,any, would do but you wont give me the pleasure.Why has it taken  so long for me to seriously question this, and for you to respond with any feedback at all? Why do I care when it obviously seems so frivolous to you , please correct me If  I'm wrong. After the determination of my exile is complete don't hit me with your shitty sentence. Such a long wait to hear 6 words.. spare me and heed my questions. You probably won't read this but that doesn't really matter. I'm probably making assumptions here but what choice do I have when your words are so scarce It's a shame there's no shortage of you in my consciousness . If I'm mistaken you will correct me won't you?

Edit:--- off topic.

I'm tired of people and they're expectations of me. Fuck your expectations. I wasn't fucking born to meet your every fucking need.

Edit:  The more I learn about you the more I begin to see what you are.. you fucking disgust me you piece of shit... I never knew you I only knew your little act ,and how could I know anything else? You make me wish our paths never crossed. Were you always like this or did they do this to you? They didn't fucking deserve you and I won't be left to clean up their fucking mess.

 

                            Eh, not much new it's been raining the last few days and the thunderstorms are just fucking amazing sounds of nature.. ah what wonderful lullabys to fall asleep to. I might get a car soon but that's a big maybe, shit that would be awesome but I'm not getting my hopes up. Man I really want to go see Poison The Well when they come.

"I got a one way ticket to hell and theres no turning back."

This song goes out to all the fucken hypocrites.

Atreyu

At Least I Know I'm A Sinner

Lift up a stone and you will find him,
Cherish the beauty in the world around us
Not in buildings or crosses made by man
Judge me, fuck you, stop playing god,
Your forked tongue prophecies,
Carelessly caressing the wounds of the weak
People like you should be crucified,
Then maybe just maybe you would have an idea
Of what you are talking about.
My only solace is that one day,
Judgment will come for the wicked, then we will see who burns
Raise up your head, unclasp your hands,
Your weakness makes me tremble
True strength comes from within
And we were given this life to live,
Not exist under standards, set by some bullshit rule book
What prayers of yours, were ever answered, by degrading others
Spare me your biblical back peddling nonsense
For the people that you've hurt, and the being your dishonor,
Your fall from grace, will finally justify my means
Judge me and now you are me and what's worse
You are now a traitor to your god
Tell me Judas, how does it feel to be looked down upon
Sinners like you, should be strung up from the highest tree
You judged me and now you are me, stop playing god

 

                  ahh so bored... wandering thoughts,...daily reminders,...memories short and few but nostalgic. Caught in a daze. letting my mind wander is torture true thoughts are surfacing.Events being foreshadowed? Sleep won't come dreams are corrupted and feel almost tangible. A minute without thinking of ... isn't worth my time. Disregard feels conformitory.. Are my thoughts interchangeable? Action isn't taken.. and sometimes I wonder.. Delve into this mind. elusion is an annoyance.

Poison The Well--

Sticks And Stones Never Made Sense

Thought that I would
shove everything aside
to shake your hand
barbed wire wouldn't come fast enough
why does your name leave a bad taste in my mouth
when it rolls off my tongue
in your world excuses mean everything
stitch me for days because
I keep splitting myself for you
why does your face seem better on the floor
have you thought about death today
ask me I'll help
you never knew me
these are my last words
not that it matters anymore

 

 

                         Ahh so tired from like 10a.m to 9p.m I was at that one house helping my uncle because he was  remodeling for this one prick. Anyways I got my license today so thats fuckin awesome I would of gotten it earlier but eh it doesn't matter. Just don't ask me for any rides because I don't have a car..lol. I'm not sure but I think your first drivers license is free.. because they didnt charge me for mine lol... maybe they forgot or something. W/e the testing lady that was in the passenger seat was cool as hell.

 

                     FUCK YOU 

                 

            BUSH