July 23, 2010
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thoughts of this world yielding beautiful images in my mind the room collapsing on ideas that this world was beautiful
positive thinkers of the world in my thoughts
and a feeling that this room with the sunlight flickering and unrelenting in its stride to shine
was the start of great things to come
floral patterns with a yellow orange tinge hang peeling themselves off dirty walls
the window holds the beeauty of my neighborhood in an ever-changing framed picture
the eyes watered and emotions got the best of him he screamed and the world heard his screams
authentic screams will always be heard
such rage dissapointment and such emotion creates a vibration in the heartstrings and causes this strange pain in him
best described as a dropping of sorts like the feeling of a rollercoaster
except you feel sad and it hurts… the pain becomes tangible somehow
pulling shades and the backyards glistening with moisture
parks and playgrounds that melt on your memory pallete and paint themselves forever
sounds of planes overhead disrupting silence so meticulouosly
soundtrack the vocals
collect the faces and let them disrupt you
erasing destructiveness producing numbness yet destroying fondness
awake in a lucid dream offering eternal bliss and the party ends when timeframes cease to be unimportant
id wake and find i didnt know what day had passed and fallen on yesterday
the days collided into each other and i saw the reign of a queen had ended
we were all clients in this warm office that held the promise of the ability to love again
strings hanging from the sky and red balloons tied at the other ends made us smile we waited for the warm rain to
fall on us and the sky to open up and smile on all of us the children so eagerly waiting underneath small roofs
outdoors watching the earth consume our playground and destroy it so peacefully
and the sky opened this time for good and the sun dried the water and the colors tainted the sky with subtle refractions of light.
we felt taken aback
numb, warm, happy, a tinge of sandess, excitement, fullfillment, joy, ectasy, unwavering optimism
at that moment we took to the white hall and opened all the doors…
