April 15, 2009

  • "not throwing stones at you anymore."

    Is there something wrong with me? I want these so called attachments yet when I have them I distance myself from them... What is up with this social paradox? Am I really content being independent? I think I just like the freedom of not having to maintain these relationships. hahaha is that so messed up? To want social interaction and to yet not have to always be there. Here's to learning how to be a friend and the struggles that follow this burden and gift...

    I wrote on your coronary arteries
    Injected the serum into your bloodstreamm
    hopefully your pretty eyes glaze
    I'd keep them as mementos of your beauty
    the romantic open heart surgery was a failure
    this gurnee pools your blood
    the morgue holds a special place
    the tag on your toe
    the ivory dress becoming velvet
    I held you before
    equal to a warm rain on a cold day
    I wish you would stay.
    yet the clock murders my time with you
    thoughts becoming a busy street
    and a silence so pure it comforts me
    these telephone lines separate our vocal chords
    this is where we begin...