So we broke up and it was a mutual thing: the weird part is I'm not sad it's just that for some reason im happy about it. I think we were just lying to ourselves that we were happy. Whats even weirder is this is the first girl i ever really wanted to remain friends with cause she is so cool. Yeah well I feel like now I can begin rebuilding a crumbling life with no friends. I plan to meet new people and make friends to replace the ones i lost. I made mistakes but i learned from them...