November 3, 2009

  • I used to be plastic/// now im human, look! feel.

    Why do I keep making these same mistakes? I know what eventually ends up happening...
    I thought I learned from this yet despite the struggle to get myself back together I still choose fleeting happiness over friends... I feel as if at least half of the friends I've lost have a right to impale me on a sharp object. Why do i do this? As if I'm unable to juggle various relationships and only concentrate myself on the one i deem most "important." I feel stupid and childish. And then I realize that some of those so called friends just gave up on me when they found happiness. Bottle this happiness someone... maybe we can all overdose on it someday. So today I end my bitterness and hopefully i can start over, if theres anything thats great about life... starting over has to be somewhere at the top of the list.

    -a human,
    Erik.

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  •  I have tried to call.. and text.. for like 3 weeks?!~!!

    idk when you dont answer I get frustrated lol..

      I have talked to tony. he says he doesnt mind.. and  i really dont care if he minds anymore.. you live in fucking chicago.. come on!

    Call me today.. just not past 12 because I am fucking tired lol I have been going to bed at like 9 the past two nights.. but I get off at 11 today so I cant go to bed at 9. Oh god. I hope I have not turned into an old lady..:-/

     and about your post.. I think you just get all exited when its new. Alot of people do that.. Its all new and blah.. Meggan would do that shit to me every other week( whats that say about her lol) just wait till its hit that three year mark and out azre stuck lol!!! ohh what a day

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