strung out on confusion. Wheres my shiny new glock?? im ever so boredd. and i need  want her warmth. The truth is I hate this part, you know... the back and forth game. "Lets see who needs who most." it's utter bullshit honestly. Plus the tension is just well actually thats a bonus the explosion at thee end, unless you're on the losing team and you end up with an Anticlimactic ending. I'm pretty sure this is all very much confusing but thats just the way it is. Noone ever handed us a guidebook on how to be human...I honestly believe it would outsell the bible.

Halloween owns my life! xxxD

ERIK IS EAGERLY FLEEING THE SCENE OOOHHHHH baby!!

yes i got my vacation.

I was supposed to go to soccer practice today but I was so tired... And my warm bed was so inviting I couldn't deny it. So it's been three days and im so over it. Super fuckin hungry today and all we have is crappy cereal xD perfect. Today I work at 3 and then tomorrow is my day off!! Hopefully I get my week vacation that i purposefully planned to give me the 27- the 2nd which gives me time to get my shit ready for Halloween!
[[greatest day of the year ever.]]

"That things will change... That things will change..."

Staying up late is doing really shitty for my health, like no joke. It's all thanks to my sister who just had to buy me a 360 for my bday and a 3 month subscription to xbox live, and half of it is my fault for buying halo 3 odst. Eh I'm over it.. sorta... not really... haha. And that stupid girl kept me up too but eh no more, and now I'm off to find my next newer shinier toy hopefully its a grade A glock and it doesn't shoot me in the face. And yes... The downfall of us was all my fault me and my bipolar/narcissistic like tendencies. I'm sorry But the world does revolve around me and i feel bad that you haven't realized that yet. At last I was doing her a favor not the other way around. Ok im done. It's weird but honestly All i have to say is "Ask me if i care." The answer is always no.

"How punk rock is this!!?"

                                                                            Muxo fucken love,
                                                                              Strikker.

ahhahahahaahahaha isn't life one big fucken party after all huh? yeah so scratch the post before the last one. I'm sorry i get impulsive and start to think things are real. Fucked up i tell ya. It's true ya know my theory on relationships... ask him/her how they their last bf /gf broke up with them and tell me their answer.... why? ill tell you exactly how they will end things with you. It sounds elementary but thats life. Fuck You Monica. actuallly scratch that. Fuck your ex for ruining you for me. The fucking END.

Boys: Shoot to thrill from the hip. It's time we put the "act" in action. We've tricked the pigs into thinking that this auction is a pageant. In no time there will be makeup on our new set of cutlery. The livestock is star struck. They're all salivating like ravenous cartoons. Goddamn animal. You'd better watch where you spit. Squeal like soft music.

Today at the top of the list is some fucken MURDER!!///
Everyday I woke up the same as the last but after talking to her
for approximately 8 hours straight ive come to concede
that I Erik am sprunggg as fuck
this girl is
well there just arent words
but for now
and just this once ill admit
I like the girl...

Fuck...what did you do to me?

Ah crap I keep obsessing and it's not doing me any good. I can't help it she hijacked my brain. What the fuck ever I mean shes just a sucia right?