September 21, 2009

  •         So I've been reading this book and it really opened my mind further about a lot of things, in fact I can honestly say It changed my life. I want change therefore I am systematically breaking down ties with people I deem  detrimental to my happiness/change. I am no longer speaking to one of my ex best friends and his social network. Its kinda weird though because we didn't end on bad terms I made sure of that but its going to be hard because we work at the same place and all.So what should I do? Find another job? i need some motivation people... haha I've been trying to quit there for the longest. I'm learning that my past relationship experience with that one girl does not define the person i am its just my EGO has latched onto this persona of me being some kind of perpetual victim therefore i dream,think, and act accordingly. I AM NOT DEFINED BY AN EXPERIENCE I OWN MY LIFE NOT AN EXPERIENCE (SOMETHING STUPID THAT HAPPENED TO ME 4 YEARS AGO)! I AM WORTH GETTING TO KNOW AND I WILL NOT DWELL ON STUPID SHIT ANYMORE.

    Get Ready.
    oh and one more thing

    FUCK YOU YOU STUPID FUCKEN BITCH I HOPE YOU REALIZE THAT YOUR JUST A FUCKEN SLUTTY TEASE THAT WILL NEVER FIND HAPPINESS!!!

    Love,
    STRIKK[ER]