I'm waking up tommorow...

Ok so something triggered a memory of this one kid I knew, not personally but through acquaintances. This kid was exactly the opposite of me- he didn't really care or consider the way people would view things he did or judge him. For never having met this person I feel strongly affected by him. I guess it's because he symbolizes the life I would live If I was just myself. If I were to ask myself "am I happy?" I don't know if the answer would be yes, or no.

Is it possible for anyone of us to have have ever felt truly happy?

I was... at least I think.

I was so lazy today. Yesterday we drove all the way to the airport to pick up my dad. Messed up thing was he never showed; it turns out his flight was not yesterday but is today at night. I kept trying to fight back sleep the entire way back. Anyways things are pretty good just adjusting to being bound again, it has been a while.

Why do we seek human companionship?

It feels so weak, but right...