taking a break.... from xanga. This is my last update for a while so ill keep it short. 11 more school days left, Thanksgiving was great got to spend time with the family eat turkey and stuffing and all that good stuff. I'm going to get real busy soon mostly school. And then like a week after schools out I'm going to Fly to Mexico to go visit my grandparents who are having a golden anniversary and are having a wedding over there won't be back till early January.  Alright so just send me an IM I'll get it whenever I get a chance, providing you have Aim 6. later. 

                                                             --Erik

People are inherently bad and not because of that whole original sin concept, It's just a survival mechanism... kill or be killed, well more or less nowadays.

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     Bored so I'm writing in here not much has been up lately just a lot of school. Thanksgivings coming up I'm glad they gave us it off, we usually don't get a lot of holidays off. I've seen some kids that I knew from high school at Wright, man I'm glad I don't have classes with most of them. Haha this one dude that was pussy whipped by this chick back in high school is going out with some lame ass a7x fan girl lmao. Blah man music has been lame lately a lot of bands out there sound the same.I do have respect for some of the bands that have a distinct sound and well written meaningful lyrics. I've been wanting to get back into music for a while now just been busy, I might take a guitar class at school next semester to brush up on some shit.

                  Schools ok the semester is almost over, December 13th man, and then I have to sign up for next semester soon. I need to start looking for a job so I can pay for some stuff. I've been talking to a lot of people and most of them seem to hate their job, its expected right? shit oh well have to make that money.

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a Stream of blood...
as night embraces the sky
a restless body..a clouded mind
A walk is an  invasion
memories fell from the sky
closed eyes sealed lips
murderous scent of the flesh
aching pain
inviting flesh
a kick of the chair
release of the crows
a night without this
a question of happiness
manifestation of the mind
tangible yet only in dreams
arms stretched out where death lay
a grave without an epitaph
embrace with lack of substance
an abstract
screaming mute
blind artist
creation without hands
sculpting a reality that would never be
The elegy of a queen that never lived
The paradox of fools
Betrayal of the noblest kind
consumes the wretched soul
a life of its very own
inanimate love
postponed a murder
Attenuated bodies speak poetry
thoughts yield lacerations of vocal chords
a cold small box contains the clock
wound in the earth
time is still

The next few entries will not make sense for shit..well probably only to me.

A Story and The Lie of The World

I woke up ..and I realized that today was a day.
impatience destroys my resolve
Abandoned hope is reason in itself
Mask the self and become a faceless jester
reality is something thought of but never sought
like mannequins lined up for the kill
set fire to the closed room
watch the man drown in his well
Marionettes pull away from strings
the hand that guides lays paralyzed.
A whisper in the dark
the comfort of the manacles
defile the thoughts of the lifeless bodies
who gave them light
they didn't seek
claustrophobic wooden dolls
A light in the attic
the absence of the endless days
the rope that hugs its counterpart
tugs and laughs
a friend
a thought never relayed
the elusive one walks back and forth
the struggle of a godless man
Temptation lies as close as the lie
A Gaze from a window
the grip of a hand
A door that turned but never opened
lowering of the hand
the death of the maskless
birth of the faceless
A Dark silhouette's
dismemberment of beauty
The hands of martyrs
the lips of daughters
The smiles of puppets
Frowning in mirrors
The guillotine anxious for it's prey
Prized possession
in hands of strangers
The lifeless doll
falls to the ground
Today is a day
A story
and a lie of the world.