July 23, 2007

  •               Look down. Her head is resting on your chest her stare is full of depth and wonder think back to yesterday. repeating over and over she just needed a friend. she's dancing inside your mind. you can't look at her because she reminds you of all your failures. A dark corridor of your mind that you'd never hope to revisit. I will overcome what you made me, it never is so. A pretty face overwhelms your self control, the present and past slowly intertwine. Is she all you'd hope she'd be? no. That's ok she'll have to do. fuck loyalty kill or be killed. the one in your mind wonders why she can never find a decent guy and you think back to the days when you would hold her hand unbeknown to you she held the hand of another. Hope for change, your better than this right? Still the Sow wonders why her feed is tainted when she is the cause.