The show was amazing yesterday, first Cellador was opening they were alright but I wasn't a big fan of the singer, and they didn't get much mosh. Then The Human Abstract came on they were fucking good and so was Misery Signals wich came after them. All That remains was sick as fuck! I was losing my voice during their set. They played a couple from the This Darkened Heart and some from the newer one The Fall Of Ideals. All in all it was a great show plus I got to hear them play Six. They were fucking cool as hell to and the energy from the crowd was awesome we even asked for one last song and they came back and played "Indictment".  I saw Paul and Jordan there they were with some oher kids I didn't know. But I didn't really stick with them I was mainly hanging out with Jorge; it was his first show. Eh I didn't mosh but I still had fun. I woke up kinda fucken sore today and it was so hard to get up.

               I got the fucken tickets!!!!!!!! It was kinda a last minute decision.  All That Remains! This friday I'm fucking stoked.

                There have been times in my life where I have seriously questioned my actions, and although I convince myself that there's nothing I can do I know there is room to change. Everything begins with an "insignificant" push or action but little by little the effects of that action begin to manifest themselves in tremendous ways. It seems it's the little things that we overlook are the same things which return to haunt us in the end. If we can nurture our beginnings then we can pave the way for a great plot and who knows maybe an ok ending, happy endings are so overrated. Sometimes I think my beginning with the world, the most crucial part of my story, was overlooked and I may have started out on the wrong foot. The world is a beautiful place if you take the time to stop and enjoy it, problem is we've learned to look past all the good and only see the "world's major defects" which are in fact our own. It is so sad how we've never learned to reap the world's beauty and already it has begun it's descent into irreversible demise.

                        Man these days have been inconsistent some days are good some days are bad. School's boring as always. Four years with little diversity it get's kind of annoying.. I don't know I guess in a way I do like change, most things routine just bother me. I want to meet some new people with similar as well as varied  interests, maybe it's just the way I perceive these things but there's no common ground no matter how you slice it.

I'm tired of showing acts of kindness to people it just ends up fucking you over in the end, some people just ruin it for others.