June 22, 2006

•                      It's 9 :23 am and im up writing this here entry its raining really badass right now heard some really nice thunder. Can I put a question out there? of course I can it's my xanga. Is it possible to have fallen so far there's no turning back for you? Sometimes I think it is. I ponder that question alot. Anyways there's not much to do it seems I could be doing something .. but the real question is do I? Jorge is still hopefull that I'll go back to church.. poor kid. Today he called me like really early asking me If I wanted to go to church cause the youth was having like a whole week of visiting places and hanging out and whatnot.The truth about it all Is I don't want to go back.. back to living a lie now don't get me wrong i'm not saying the religion is a lie... It would just feel like I was living a lie were I to go to that lifestyle.I abhor hypocrisy and for me to change my lifestyle  would be an act of hypocrisy on my part. Ahh anyways talking about religion is not my forte nor do I wish to continue.

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