The Act was long i think i did fairly good on the english and reading and science but the math kicked my ass hXc style. Tommorow I gotta take the PSAE which is the test employers look at it's going to be easier than the act and way shorter I'm guessing. I just want to get it over with.May 24th I have to go to a Model U.N. conference for our model U.N class its gonna be crazy.

              Man got the Act Test to take tommorow and then on thursday we have to take the PSAE man it sucks I'm gonna be drained after thursday and their still going to make us come on friday. I don't know why but I'm not really nervous everyone else is like freaking out crazy. Whatever you can't let one test own you so the only thing left to do is own the  test, hopefully I do well on it, if not I can always retake it. I think we're getting free movie passes just for showing up on the day of the test which is pretty cool.

                   Silent Hill exceeded my expectations It was a great movie. Besides that its probably the best adaption from a game to a movie ever. Usually they make game- movies and they fuck them up but that definitely wasn't the case with Silent Hill. Ohh and the ending was truly a Silent Hill ending. Man I'm so going to buy that movie when it comes out.

                 So tommorow I'm going to go see Silent Hill, man I'm so looking forward to it, I hope I'm not dissapointed. Finally Friday Ben said he's inviting some of us from church to go see As I Lay Dying when they come for Sounds of the Underground and he invited me and Jorge so thats pretty sweet. I think we have to pay our own ticket though oh well small price to pay.

                              Got back from Rolling Stones bought 2 cds Trivium and Norma Jeans -O God The Aftermath went out cause today I had to go pick up my report card I got all A's and B's so thats good. Whoa so I looked up my horoscope its so true.check it out.

April 20, 2006 Virgo

Make nice with you-know-who. Because, while you may have been ready to wash your hands of this entire affair, something convinces you that all is not lost. Be very firm about what is and isn't acceptable to you, however.

                     Ahh I'm tired as hell. Spring break was fun. Puerto Rico was amazing. Man religion follows me everywhere, the house of my dad's friend at which I was staying was right next to a christian church and youth center, and farther down a catholic church and even farther a evangelic protestant church .I saw a Procession over there because it was "semana santa" ,holy week, plus two of the historic places were huge crosses. But yeah we saw some historical places and the day before our flight we went to the beach damn I got sunburned I should've put on some sunscreen . According to my dad's friend 90 % of Puerto Rico is women and boy where there some hot chicks there . One girl kept popping into my head unwantedly.....  and that was my damnation.

                        Alright ppl Well I'm not going to be here for the remainder of spring break due to the fact that I'm going to Puerto Rico with my parents. So If I don't write in here or I don't answer your calls Im not dead.

"Fake"

I can't stand the sight of you
I can't stand what you put me through
Your life's a lie, that you hide
Is it that terrible being you inside?
I can't stand, oh, the thought of you
I can't stand all the things you do
What do you try to justify?
You were just too scared to be you inside
Let!
It all go

(I look) at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be

I can't stand what you put me through
I can't stand even the thought of you
Your secret lies that you hide
Is it that terrible being you inside?

You try so hard to be wanted
-False emotions tells you fronted
I feel being a person relies on one thing:
Be yourself, let you come through
you're too afraid to really be
Someone who isn't false, who dosen't care to be
Be yourself, let you come through!

Fake!
-You'll regret it, you'll regret it

                    Yess I finally got the opposite of december. Yesterday I went to that youth group thing and it was crazy cause we didn't have it in the church building where we usually do Instead Chris drove us to the pastor's house. When we got there I knew that was the suprise jorge was talking about.We waited a while and then the pastor and everyone else came outside and we walked to a nearby park and played soccer there untill like 7 then we went back to the pastor's house and a missionary to India came to talk to us about his expereinces over there. After that we just hung out till 9 :00pm I kept trying to get Melody to give me a kickboxing lesson and show me some of her wicked moves.ahh but she didn't want to oh well.